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February 22nd, 2006
11:11 pm - remember when?
i havent updated in awhile..i dont even know what to say. monica and i started to ref. we have fun :) by the third game my calf is killing me! i think it might burst one of these days! but i honestly LOVE monica lamble..she cracks me up. we ref kids that are at least a foot taller then us. chris and tricia are usually there because of chris sister. there are teams that are really really good and then those that we just shake our heads whenever we see them. softball had open gym this week. i miss it so much. its one of those things that you dont realize how much you missed it until you get it back.
school is honestly a waste of time. i dotn know what is going on in most of my classes. im still passing so its ok. 5th hour is the main reason why i go. i dont know whats going on but i love the people in the class. i see yackall for the first time ALL day in that class! college is a headache. honestly! i wish they could just hand out money.i would make everything SOOO much simpler. i have money its just the matter of actually getting it? i have to fill out all these scholarship stuff. thats what i was suppose to do over break but ya know..its already wednesday and nothing has been done! woopss
prom..why is it such a big deal? i need a date..so if anyone is interested :) haha.at rainbow everyone was hanging out with their boyfriends and i had rachel woods..as much as i love her :) and jackie of course. its just not the same. i want someone that wants me back. i hate knowing that the one person i do like is off caring for someone else. at church the other day they recognized basically all the old couples for being married so long and EVERY SINGLE HUSBAND there let the wife go first. it was the cutest thing ever. it made me smile and wish that i had someone :-\
i talked to lindsay anne before rainbow :) i LOVE YOU LINDSAY!! i dont know what i would do without you. im soo glad that you are going to central next year. theres def. be some partying :)
XOXOs to all
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: it ends tonight AAR
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February 6th, 2006
02:43 pm
i have feelings too =\ so please stop trying to be a fake, i just dont get it.
Current Mood:  sad
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January 25th, 2006
03:48 pm
saturday woke up and got my hair done :) thank you linds...it looked WONDERFUL!!! much love for ya! feeny was a great date every man should take notes from him and geiger. they were so fun :) the dance was different because there wasnt that many people but i still liked it. blake came in his varsity jacket.what a rule breaker that kid is :-P
been so busy but i dont even know what i have been doing! im kinda taking over interact for the time being which is keeping me busy all the time. i dont know how tammy stays awake all the time!
i hate the feeling that i get when i know i want to say something but i can't say it. i dont know if im too chicken or if i just dont have a heart? haha..thats meaghans explanation for it. i wish i could say whatever was on my mind but im a wimp like that :-\
tonight is international night. monica and jackie are in it!! im so excited for those girls :) i heard they did AWESOME at the play during school so im excited to see it if i do. feeny is suppose to call me. another great week :)
XoXoXo's to all :)
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Better Together Jack Johnson
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January 19th, 2006
06:11 pm
LyNNz32606: "A part of you has grown in me, and so you see, it's you and me together forever. Never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart."
my bestest friend in the whole entire world :) :) :) i LOOOOVVEEEE you OOOOOO so much andim glad i have you in my life. you are my sunshine :) we need to hang out just the two of us again..i miss the becky lindsay time. or maybe you should take a nap so you wont be as tired as you were on wednesday after nails. i like having lunch with you again! but our lunch fun level needs to improve...what can we do? any suggestions ppl?
feenster102: lol ur special :-)
haha..my bf2 :) what would i do without you? you crack me up and i <3 you!i cant wait for saturday should be VERy fuuunnn
itsalinthefngrs6: BECKY U ARE A SAINT
haha..o jeez david
those are the people i am tlaking to right now even tho linds isnt really talking. i found a dress for saturday i am SUPPPER excited! thank you kdawg :) makes me smile! its a strapless midnight blue long dress. its GORGEOUS im sooooooo stoked to wear it. maybe ill even wear meags shoes from prom OR bc its sooo long ill wear flip flops. im optin out for the flip flops. then my favortistest person is doing my hair...its just going to be a great day! meags is coming home to take me to the gym tonight im really excited. yesterday i ran a mile after school and now i hurt :-\ im sooo out of shape. but we had good timing considering the whole i havent ran since june
XOXOXs to all
Current Mood:  chipper
Current Music: You are my sunshine IDK??
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January 15th, 2006
11:06 pm
so yea..i just typed a SUPER long entry and it was really good too! but then i def. went to a different site so it went away :'( how sad is that?! and that face is REALLy ugly! eminem and kim are getting married. wtf is that? didnt he write a song about how he hopes she dies? thats freakin nuts.
i hung out with meags yesterday!! hahhaa..what a funny night. hanging out with a bunch of smart people and their professors. we laughed all the way there. feeny called and i think he thought we were crazy :-\ but its all good. we listened to fall out boy. i might be going to their concert! that would be SUPER exciting!
im sorry for all that i hung out with in the last oo month or so? i havent really been feeling happy. idont know why but i was just sad all the time. but im getting over that so everything should be ok again :) tonight i hung out wiht feeny, lindsay, mike and jackie :) good people. we watche bewitched which isnt as bad as they said it was! i thought it was alright a little bit weird but nothing horrible! will f. cracks me up! anchorman which i watched compliment of ian :) thanks for the movie dear is also a HALARIOUS movie. makes me laugh so much. that and dodgeball are HALARIOUS! me and mike had a bouncy contest with those big excersize balls i think we tied because we both had to get up to watch jackie dance. she did her dance to the musical in the spring. icant wait to go and see it! the dance was sweet and im soooo stoked about seeing it..with lindsay :) its our date.
so today we moved a LOT of furniture around in our house so all this dust is moving around and i have been sneezing now stop! but now the computer is in the kitchen so i cant stay up late so i think ihave to get going soon
i read lindsays journal andi cried. i <<33 you lindsay ann you made my life complete so far!
<3 and XOXOXO to everyone!
Current Mood:  giddy
Current Music: when the stars go blue- haley scott :)
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